*uncapitalizes first letter of sentence* keeping things casual…..
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here’s to all the holiday that reminds me why I just can’t sleep anymore
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I’ve realized that I’ve stopped trying to make myself into a better person, and that’s a problem because it used to be a constant motivator for me in everything growing up. The reason I bring that up is because I recently noticed that this sort of strive for improvement was strangely what always kept me positive and no doubt productive in my doings, but now all I’ve been trying to do is intentionally distract myself in a generally unproductive way which has me returning to the same negative ground. Thankfully, me currently having a paying job as one of these distractions has still somewhat been productive in what benefits it brings, but to be honest I’ve been severely using this job and just about everything else as a means to forget the bad, putting me at no higher level. What my mind focuses on is how others have wronged me and what they could have done better, instead of focusing on what I should do to be a better person as a whole– someone constantly building; improving. Unfortunately there still remains the obstacle of whether or not I’ve decided if I even want to be positive yet (or, rather, if I have yet exhausted the want to be negative).
tl;dr: A person should not search for ways to distract his/herself from what bad things have happened, but constantly strive to be a better person in all ways possible, no matter what happens.
Please trust me.
Don’t.
from someone else
Bruno Mars, write a song for me.
Her smile left a hole opened forcefully.
I did all the should’s and the need’s,
Sang songs,
Listened carefully,
Gave flowers
And my time,
But here it all rests in rhyme.
Your words don’t work.
I need a song for those hurt
Where the should’s and the need’s done and burned can lurk.
simple-lee
